Rants about religion belong in their respective subs r/exmuslim and r/exchristian. No users under age 18, physically, emotionally, or mentally. Uncivil disinformation promulgators shall be banned and muted. This sub stands against misinformation on Reddit. We reserve the right to moderate at our own discretion. We're here to help, but include a link to your post when messaging us.Īll other site-wide rules are strictly enforced Just don't be a complete dick, vent like an adult. are not permitted and may result in a ban without warning. Do not try to call out specific subs ADMINS, MODS, DOG BREEDS, CAT BREEDS, ANIMALS, companies, or individuals. Also check out r/angry, for when a simple rant's just not enough! Get it off your chest! Do not use this sub as your personal army. Angry? Annoyed? A tad bit peeved? We want to hear it. I do hope that having approached us, you will now go after the face-to-face help that you need.Īs David says, you are clearly ill and you cannot deal with all these thoughts and feelings of yours on your own.Proudly part of ProCSS Because the redesign sucks. Please do as David advises and go and see your GP and tell her everything you've told us. This is a horrible but common feeling that people have when they survive a tragedy when others do not. You mention that you are consumed with a feeling that you deserve to die. If you have had no counselling or treatment in respect of the shooting, then I think that if you could get some now – even after all this time – then it would make a difference. I think it is possible that you are suffering from some form of post-traumatic stress disorder. I don't know if you lost someone close to you but you mention Dunblane right at the start of your email, so it is possible that terrible event may have left a lasting impression on you. She may well need to refer you for specialist help, and you should almost certainly be on medication. It's obvious that you need urgent medical help. In fact, I'd say that you are highly depressed. Right now I have no energy at all and feel like I am going nowhere. I find myself unable to answer the door or the phone sometimes, I am so frightened of one-on-one contact, yet other times I can laugh and joke with friends. I feel entirely consumed by a feeling that I deserve to die and after particularly upsetting events I will test myself on bridges or the local pier and then feel frustrated by my cowardice. I would punch my arms and bruise them, I would dig my nails deep into my hands during conversations, but more often I slap myself around the head until I feel dizzy, my sight blurs and sounds dull. I was constantly verbally abused, and excluded from normal school life.Īs I grew older I became more and more incapable of social interaction, which now seems to have resulted in self-hatred.Īt 16 I began taking overdoses of my asthma medication and began to self-harm.
This was further exacerbated by five years of being bullied at high school.
When I was 12-years-old my previously sheltered upbringing was shattered by the massacre that occurred in my primary school in Dunblane. I believe I am severely depressed and am concerned that I am heading for a breakdown.įor as long as I can remember I have been unhappy with my life and myself.
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